What am I even doing anymore? I sneak around like a lying little bore. Get your act together people want to see the real you don’t act as though they are beneath you. Your not trying hard enough to fit in and be a part of this life. You would be much happier if you just relaxed and lived your life. Your not doing yourself any favours sitting alone, integrate with the others be a part of this unit. You are upset because something awful happened but no one cares about that they just want to help you out. It is gonna be impossible to come back to this place because the relationships you should have formed have not even made. Dry your tears and get a grip because they want to know you exist. Distancing yourself is making you unhappy so be in the group and be flipping happy.