Why are you not interested in us anymore? Don’t u want to be freinds? Meet up be interested in each other’s lives? Be best friends, go out together, hang out, talk about deep stuff, oh no that’s right, you don’t give a crap.
I’m getting tired, tired of no one understanding what it is like to feel worried about the smallest of things. Be too afraid to talk to someone because you don’t want them to think you are; boring and lame and uninteresting. I’m tired of being called unfriendly, distant, insincere. I’m just thankful to God I can leave the house in the mornings to go to work, which I know some people find hard.
All I’ve thought about for days on end is why you want nothing to do with me. Friends for nine years, don’t you even care about everything we’ve been through? Secondary school, college, I would have liked it to go onwards, but you don’t want to know.
I really want to be your friend, I ask how you are every week, and you completely blank me. “How are you?” I ask, you don’t care to know me. You have a go at me about the fact that your not interested. Leave me alone. Just go away.
I really believed in our friendship it meant so much to me, you easily turned your backs on me. Our relationship means nothing to you, I am beyond gutted, goodbye to you.
I’ve tried to keep up our friendship for more than a year, but you never respond to my messages requests, for us to meet up, enquirersabout your life. I’ve tried countless times and am so disappointed, so guess what? I’m unfriending you on Facebook, unfollowing me on Instagram and I’m following you on Twitter and we are no longer friends, I’ve had enough.
I want to go downstairs and sit with my family. Just last week a few of my friends and family said I am incredibly socially awkward, well thanks. Now I feel even more awkward. I have no friends in this new place I live and I am not capable of making any. Probably in a few years I will live alone and see no one . The viscous cycle continues……..